exam

Today is a brand new day. But it just feels like a rerun of my overplayed life. I should be studying hard, but I find my mind running into thoughts about everything but studying.

Exams are in less than a month and I have no motivation to try and REALLY study instead of linger on Facebook/Tumblr. I'm tired of everyone and everything. I need a break, but my break isn't due till the 29th of May. That's a long way to go.

always

if you don't like my way, we have to have your way. there's never an 'in between' with you. it has to be your way or nothing. i don't give a crap if you're 'fragile' you never gave a crap about me. i need to go to a giant field and scream as loud as i can. T_T

my days plans and worries

So today has been pretty good so far. I have been stressed but I seem to be keeping my emotions under control.
 1) just found out my papa has problem
2) my dad has the choice to move to lampung or get fired but won't move to there.
3) finals are coming up fast
 4) my hp isn't working and I have to find a way to download music to my flashdrive before the 9th for a powerpoint I have to do on winda  But I'm getting through it all, when crunch time comes around.

relax

Today at class was a boring relaxing day.. Then, I went shopping with my friends and brother and went to training.. I was a bit late but never mind :)...
I got home now and I can't wait to eat something.. But there is no thing...i am getting the lunch ready so I have to wait.. :D That's all for today, bye. :)

busy

There are many exerciseS that should i do.............huft ......I am tired

sickness

my health has dropped....
this fever make me crazy...
where should i find the good medicine to cure it?
GOD....
please don't make it worse
i worry if i can't go to college
i worry if cant get a good IP
i worry to make my parents dissatisfied..

succes

the way we are getting succeed is depend on our exertion..
the most important thing.....
'just make sure that you are in the right way...

mosquito

I HATE MOSQUITO....
One day, around 5 A.M. I wake up, there was a pain in my knees. it's like a heavy thing has strike your knee.
when i try to step, it become worse..... my muscle gradually follow this. At that time, I really cannot do anything.

i don't know what happen to my body, a day after, i got fever. i got it for 2 days. when i went to puskesmas, the officer only said that i g0ot usual fever. the day after, my body change to red. spots red has fulfill surround my body. actually, it was because of mosquito.....

in front of english departmen

a student and also a drug salesman.. 

beside my seat there are two students. english department student i think because they also sit in front of english majority.

finally, a salesman and his friend are gone........the end;)

wise word

When you walk to the edge of all the light you have
and take that first step into the darkness of the unknown,
you must believe that one of two things will happen:
There will be something solid for you to stand upon,
or, you will be taught how to fly

 Acceptance is the universal currency of real friendship...  It does not warp or shape or wrench a person to be anything other than what they are.

STRESS

Too much exercise can invite someone to swim on the pool of stress.f someone has wet by the water of pressure, so many effect has hunted behind their shadow...

Therefore....
Do not led yourselves fall on that pool. You must reflex your mind by sightseeing, walking around, talking, and there are another activity that can you do to reduce stress. Thus, your life is depen on you to handle it....

my poetry

i wanna make a poet in indonesian.... sorry.. but please listen.. it is funny..

malam semakin larut
hati ku semakin kalut
meski d luar angin ribut
tapi aku tak perlu takut
untuk terkentut..

hehehe... is that funny?   let's we laugh together....

answer please!

i have a nice sound?
is that true?hope
hey friends who read this posting.....
could you tell me something?
tell me that  whether i have a good voice or not...

remeber... you can say everything ... at least never say bad... ok....heehehe

the funniest

 i have the funniest story to you.. do you want to hear it?

but you must promise to do not laugh..

in the middle a village, there 3 sinful men. the first one has bad habit in playing the girls. the second one is drinker. the third one is a smoker.
one day they go to the den and find a magic cattle. then, a devil out from the cattle and receive three request from each, but they must be imprisoned for ten years. the first  request sound ' give me many girls'.The second request ' give me drinks'. the third request 'give me cigarettes'.
after 10 years, the first man is thinner and weak because playing the girls. the second men fat because drink to much. and the third is still health and fresh.he run to the devil and says ' shittTT... where is mathces?'

crazy joking

Crazy joking sometimes can be more funny. nevertheless, it can be a stone to stretch a friendship.
Why i say like that? That is because i had a related experience about that. Long long ago (hehe) i ever had a nice friend. She was smart, great intelligent, flexible and friendly. I met him when i was senior high school. We were a good friends before.

one day, i kidding him like usual. However, at that time i forget something. I joke too much until i had touched her heart unconsciously. Now, we still friends, but not as good as before. That is because a crazy joking..

motivated

Difficulties are opportunities to better things; they are stepping stones to greater experience.  Perhaps someday you will be thankful for some temporary failure in a particular direction.  When one door closes, another always opens

 We'd never know how high we are 'till we are called to rise; and then, if we are true to plan, our statures touch the sky.

irresponsible person

How long should I wait here….

Everybody told many things that they want. I hate this kind people. Irresponsible, and forget their promise easily. 

            I announce to you all…

Do not say something if you are not sure to fulfill it.

trash

TRASH...

Nobody want your existence. you present, and everybody will uncomfortable. it is a worse position. and i know you never want this condition. fortunately, trash is a biotic thing.

however, human could be like that. trash that everybody never want their existence. i hope those are not we are.

new friends

good morning everybody..............

now i am wearing pink blues, purple skirt and purple veil.

in front of majority, English majority, my beloved majority. with Winda, my classmate, Nindy, Winda's friend from Indonesian department. and another friend,who i forget her name.

we are waiting for reading class at 9.40.. i know it is too early.. i come early in a purpose, i wanna post my writing to my blog....

mid test

There are three subjects more for finishing mid exam in this semester. This morning I have finished ITL mid test. The test contains 2 big questions. The first question is how to make a prose to be poetry. The poetry is about the heroes in the United States that have dead in the independence war.

The second question is arranging a prose to be poetry. My lecturer, Mr. Haviz give the clue about that poetry. Actually, I can do that well. Unfortunately, I forgot a peace of the instruction. Therefore, I miss a big score,,.. oowh… I do a silly thing again…

hard cough

Lectures finish at 12.20 AM. I went to library, and open my laptop. I mean my friend’s laptop. I want to finish my listening advance listening there. Because I know, if I have come to my room, I will not open the internet window. That ‘s because there is no access to use it.

A minute after that I fell uncomfortable. My throat has a problem. I cannot do anything. It s really disturb me until I flew my tears. It’s so make me suffering.

tiredful

I AM TIREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED NOW...........................
It still morning...there is something less in my life... is that because i often alone now, or anything else. i decide to do not get together with my friend because this week is mid test week..

i think i have loose a half my soul since at the beginning of this week.. my big hope, after this week i an be like as before,.. amiin

life and living

Life is never flat….

Based on the sentence above, it can be catch that ‘for staying trough the life, it needs an effort’. Certainly, the way to go there are not easy. There are many obstacles which is streak in that way. One of the most important thing to do is walk a head even many things avoid you to strident.

Like as this verb “eating for life, but life is not for eating.

boring

This morning I feel dizzy. I can feel there is something wrong in me. I can not control my self now. I think I must be strict to my self more. I think it because I to loose to my self, so I cannot manage my activity according to usual.

I loose some of my spirit, I feel more bored now. What should I do for repairing this like as before,….

I hope all can be better soon. And  it will be ok…

my family..

I dream about that again…

My mom, my sister, my youngest brother, my older brother, my oldest brother, and also my father…  that made me really missed them. Now I fell uncomfortable, for two days followed I dream them. I hope there is not something bad occurs in my family. My beloved people that I have…

            There is no one in the world who really love me like What they do… I even miss him more now. I am waiting long holiday to go there.

I do not think about that anymore. It has wasted my time. There are many activity need to fix by my hand. I should not spend my time in something that unclear yet even I do it.

The whole problem is about ……

About life….

Everybody life, it need others complement of course.  Everyone in the world will have someone that has been intended with him. Even I do not find him yet, but I do not must think of that. Maybe it is not a best time for this moment. That’s all… good bye…